Made it through

Well lets see I made it through the night alone with Xanya last night by myself. Her major fuss happened before bed around 11pm, and once I managed to get her down she woke up every 2hrs on the dot; so I feel like I haven't had much sleep. At least she did not have any major melt downs that I could not handle by myself, she actually did not cry much at all. Xan thank you for giving mommy a fairly easy night and I hope it will be like that again tonight. The only complaint I have is I think the formula is making her constipated. All night she seemed like she was straining, and didn't do much in her diaper; the #2's were just quarter size and only maybe twice :-( big change from what she was doing. I have noticed when she gets breast milk she goes more, and with out it she has a hard time. My poor little girl, its heart breaking to watch her try and try with no results :-(

Jayrine was off work today and having her here all day with me has been great, I have been able to pump alot today almost every 2hrs :-) I am not getting alot of milk but at least my body knows that it is gonna need to produce more milk so I am hoping to keep this up in hopes more will come in soon and I'll be able to help my little girl with her bottom problems!